FEAR

I have been thinking of starting a blog for a long time now but needed some sort of strong emotion to convince me to actually do it. A couple of days ago I was extremely angry at someone and was sure that I was finally gonna blog about it but my friend calmed me down before I had the chance to write down anything.


Well, today the driving force behind my blog post is fear and utter confusion. It's around 4a.m. My parents are asleep and a while back I found out that the gas of the kitchen stove had accidentally been left open. I did close it but don't know what else to do.....I can't stop smelling it...and can't go to sleep cause I can't stop thinking about it. Just now I smelt something burning, it smells more like petrol than gas....FIRST INSTINCT:checked in the kitchen and thank god the house is not on fire (my fear, cause about 2 weeks back there was a fire in our building); SECOND INSTINCT:checked outside the window, I could see white smoke...but not sure if its fire (I hope its not, and if it is I pray that everyone's alright)


I read my post again and it seems kind of boring, but i'm still posting it just to start off.