I'm gonna share with u something i wrote down long time
ago, long before i had i blog, to be exact, it was on 3rd december 2006. I was
going through my drawer a couple of nights back and found this piece of paper
hidden in a diary.
" 3 dec. 2006
I feel as if no one cares about me. Everyone thinks as if I have no fellings.
They think I have no right to get angry and cry. I should do what they want me
to do. I should make others happy and not care about my own feelings.
THINGS I HAVE TO DO: Control my temper and not cry unnecesarily"
I can't remeber the incident that led me write this, but
this and lots of other similar thoughts still come into my mind when i'm angry.
Since then, I believe i have gained some control on my temper, but still can't
control the unnecesary crying.
Right now I'm not angry, and I do realize that its wrong of me to say these
things...cause there are uncountable people who actually care about me.
