I did it Again (posted on june 12, 2012)

I know, I know…I said I wouldn’t stop blogging, but the truth is after the exams ended, I forgot I had a blog =/ SADNESS. seriously, what kind of blogger am I if I forget about my own blog. I’ll try my best that it doesn’t happen again.

I’m happy today. over the past year, I thought I changed. Today, I realized, I didn’t change after all. I realized I’m my mom’s copy, and these similarities, no one can change them about me. Now, what I thought were changes, I wouldn’t call them changes anymore. I would call them exceptions, in the form of best friends.

okay, that’s a short post. I’m out of things to say =/

ummm…its a start. better than nothing, right?

GoodBye One Tree Hill

9 years of one tree hill, finally come to an end.
“it resonates with people on a very personal level” – Nathan Scott
“feel like I have a history and a family, that’s gonna be the hardest to walk away from” – Quinn
“its like you have a friend or a loved one, that you know you’re not gonna see anymore” Mark Schwahn
“this was somewhat of a coming of age show. we met our characters as juniors in highschool. to spend 9 years with those characters, you can feel so much growth” - Mark Schwahn

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one tree hill meant different things to different audiences…for some people it was guilty pleasure. we did psychos, and we did car crashes. we never set put to make it that way. for many of our fans it was not that. It was very heart felt and very real. sometimes we wanted the small moments to be the big moments. and other times we wanted it to be, loud and scary, and mysterious. we wanted to leave people on the edge of their seat

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Thank you Mark Schwahn

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One tree hill will be greatly missed. I grew up with this show. There was this connection with the characters, that I’m going to miss the most.

End of Semester (posted April 25, 2012)

Sorry guys for the delay. I know its been quite long since the last post. I’ve been busy with midterms, and now since the end of semester is near, have loads of projects. not enough time.

Talking about the end of semester, is that a good thing or not? I mean end of semester means exams [hate exams], but it also means holidays [yayness]. so I guess I’ll go with the good thing 

Like every year, I have all these plans for things I have to go through for the finals, but I’m pretty sure I won’t. I just can’t study for exams until a day before. actually for these midterms, I wasn’t even tensed a day before, tension started on the exam morning. unless I’m tensed I can’t study properly. I’m going to have to pay the price for this. anyways, I just hope the finals go well.

btw, does anyone agree with me when I say Exams can’t really judge how much we have learnt. I would say assignments are the real test [that is if you do them yourself, no copying]. I mean, people who know everything usually end up making blunders in exams because of the time constraint. My point being, final exams shouldn’t have a 50% weightage.  but again,  who would listen to me?

hopefully my next post will be soon [before the finals], but no promises

Infinite Loop of Life

this is another quote from One Tree Hill.

“Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives, or if the moments in our lives make us? ” – Lucas Scott

Do you know the answer? I have thought about it but can’t figure it out. I would just say it goes both ways. but can you choose between the two?

Everything  you do, Everything you don’t do, Every decision you make, everything…determines who you are. Each one of those little decisions you make everyday has an effect on your personality. All those decisions have made you who you are today.

A while ago I thought I wasn’t happy with who I am, but If I was given a choice to go back and change something, I don’t think I would. This made me realize that I don’t really want to change myself. I am satisfied with who I am. Change is inevitable, and I would willingly change myself based on my future encounters, my future decisions, but I wouldn’t change anything from my Past. You don’t really notice when its happening, but after a while, you realize you are not the same person you were.

As for the “if we make moments in our lives”, then I guess, Yes we do. The sort of person you are, your likes, your dislikes, how you react to a situation will make a moment. It happens that one of the most normal, routine day of your life can present a precious moment because of how you react to it.

The People you meet in life also have a significant role in making you who you are. that’s another topic, another quote…

okay so the problem is, how we react to a situation makes a moment. and the moments which occur in our life make us who we are and determine how we react to a situation. so where did this loop start? do we have anything in our control?

Boundaries

“At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them “-Grey’s Anatomy

Future

“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.”
-Meredith. (v.o, 5×23)
Grey’s Anatomy

There's Always a Way

“If I have to I’ll survive it. There’s always a way. When things look like there’s no way, there’s a way. To do the impossible, to survive the in-survivable. There’s always a way. any You, you and I have this in common. We’re inspired. In the face of the impossible, we’re inspired. So if I can offer any advice…Today, if you become frightened, instead become inspired.”
-Grey’s Anatomy