Déjà vu

Déjà vu...This is one of the topics I have discussed with almost everyone I know. For some reason I find this very interesting...and cannot resist finding out more about it.

Surely, all of you have experienced Déjà vu even if you do not know what its called. according to wikipedia Déjà vu is the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has happened in the near past), although the exact circumstances of the previous encounter are uncertain..

I have had this feeling many times...and i always try to change what's happening but as soon as change something i'm brought back to reality...and then can't stop thinking did i change anything? was it actually like this....'cause the end doesn't seem much different, probably cause Déjà vu only last for a few seconds (might even be a split second...not sure). There are other questions too...and that's why i am curious to find out more and more about this feeling....I want to understand what it is.

When I started thinking of blogging about this, another thought occurred to me...relating to the movie Déjà vu. In the movie they have this machine through which they managed to see and later travel back in time to exactly four and a half day....this got me thinking that maybe, just maybe there's a time machine out there...and when time is reversed (which we don't feel) and then comes back to the moment it was reversed...during this time we have Déjà vu...the second time we're doing something and we have a feeling that the same thing has happened before in exactly the same way...cause it has happened before. [I don't know how to explain this thing...i'm sure i myself will be confused if i read this paragraph again]

neways...the previous paragraph was a total nonsense...if there's one thing i've seen being invented in movies and am absolutely sure that it cannot be made in real life....it's a time machine....I firmly believe that humans are incapable of controlling time. (unless?)

but of course, there's still a question of WHAT IF?

P.S. if you know more about Déjà vu, please tell me ... i need to know more

SWEET SILVER LINING

I'm going home downhearted and hoping
I'm close to some new beginning
I know There's a reason for everything That comes and goes

But so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but I'm never defeated
And i'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining

Most days I try my best to put on a brave face
but inside My bones are cold and my heart breaks
But all the while Somethings keeping me safe and alive

But so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight but I'm just surviving
I may be weak but I'm never defeated
And I'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining

And I won't give up like this, I will be given strength
Now that I've found it nothing can take that away

so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but I'm never defeated
And i'll keep believing

so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but I'm never defeated
And i'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining
Sweet Silver Lining

This song is written by KATE VEGELE
I would like to dedicate this song to all of you...I strongly believe that we all have a purpose in this world, and each and every one of us makes a difference in this world, and in each others's life...The experiences we share make us the person who we are.

JUST FOR LAUGHS

A couple of years of back I made up a theory for myself … mainly for my own satisfaction … it might be a fact or it might not be … but neways according to this theory, "no two people ever think the same, everyone understands things differntly".
According to peyton sawyer “At this moment, there are six billion, four hundred seventy million, eight hundred eighteen thousand, six hundred seventy one people in the world.” 6,470,818,671.
So just imagine, if everyone reads a sentence, how many different ways of understanding that simple sentence are there. It’s just my understanding of things….doesn’t have to make sense.
And for some reason every time I read the quote above, the thought occurs to me is that I’m that one in the end…makes me feel special…makes me feel like I make a difference.

This isn’t the only theory I have. I can’t remember most of them at the time but would like to share the latest one I came up with during my AS exams. Well, there was a question in one of the physics past papers, that got me thinking…if we consider force as tension and distance as no. of days…we know that force is inversely proportional to distance, so if distance decreases, force should increase and vice versa…if we apply this to real life situation like exams…it would be…as no. of days to the exam day decrease, tension increases. Same is true if we apply it to the result day…as the no. of days to the result day decrease, tension increases………..LOL

I’ll try to remember the rest of my theories and blog them later….until then u can keep laughing with me at these nonsense theories…hahahahahhahaahahahhahaha

JUST ANOTHER DAY

I have come to the realisation that a good start is important. I started off the day smiling in maths class and am still smiling.

Well, we were studying about exponential curves and there was this example about selling a car at 16000 on the first year, and according the ms rubina's explanation the price of an item can only decrease over time.....at first I agreed with her, but in a couple of moments for some reason I ended up thinking about antiques....according to the example after infinity years the object would cost zero.....but then why do antiques cost so much...(couldn't stop smiling to myself that i found a flaw) hahaha

The second lesson was physics, we were in the lab, divided in gropus to see the experiment...after i was done...started roaming around the lab and was playing with compasses...and rediscovered that compass needles repel each other

After physics we had chemistry...ms sajida was late and we made so much noise that we got scolded by 2 invigilation teachers and dr.samina

Next was double bio...free period...so i went to the computer lab with hajra...I miss ICT...sat their laughing like idiots.....came back to the common room in the last lesson and ended up talking about food with nayha, hira, nimra, and almas....discussing all the different flavours of cakes, and random products from betty crocker (and wondering if betty crocker is a woman)...LOL...and to top it we could not help laughing when we were quite for a moment and heard one of the new maid singing...LMAO...

Probably I am happy cause we are bunking school tomorrow...new for me as i can never bunk a class...the closest i came to bunking a class was in IGCSE...the entire class decided to bunk arabic and turned out that the teacher was absent.
neways summercamps not as bad as I imagined...thanks to my classmates...I wish the school could have joined the classes earlier...AS was indeed my best year in this school...hopefully A2 will be similar or better.

FEAR

I have been thinking of starting a blog for a long time now but needed some sort of strong emotion to convince me to actually do it. A couple of days ago I was extremely angry at someone and was sure that I was finally gonna blog about it but my friend calmed me down before I had the chance to write down anything.


Well, today the driving force behind my blog post is fear and utter confusion. It's around 4a.m. My parents are asleep and a while back I found out that the gas of the kitchen stove had accidentally been left open. I did close it but don't know what else to do.....I can't stop smelling it...and can't go to sleep cause I can't stop thinking about it. Just now I smelt something burning, it smells more like petrol than gas....FIRST INSTINCT:checked in the kitchen and thank god the house is not on fire (my fear, cause about 2 weeks back there was a fire in our building); SECOND INSTINCT:checked outside the window, I could see white smoke...but not sure if its fire (I hope its not, and if it is I pray that everyone's alright)


I read my post again and it seems kind of boring, but i'm still posting it just to start off.