Future

“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.”
-Meredith. (v.o, 5×23)
Grey’s Anatomy

There's Always a Way

“If I have to I’ll survive it. There’s always a way. When things look like there’s no way, there’s a way. To do the impossible, to survive the in-survivable. There’s always a way. any You, you and I have this in common. We’re inspired. In the face of the impossible, we’re inspired. So if I can offer any advice…Today, if you become frightened, instead become inspired.”
-Grey’s Anatomy

Happiness

“Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you got when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed.
It’s okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how great that happiness might be.
Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t.
But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re Happy.” - One Tree Hill

Regret

“Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret, because for looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regrets by promising to change our own ways. But our biggest regrets are not of things we did — but, for things we didn’t do. Things we didn’t say that could save someone that we care about. Especially, when we can see the dark storm is headed their way.” - One Tree Hill

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so I made another blog a while ago and as expected I didn't follow through with my plans of blogging atleast once a week. now I'm thinking to change that to a tech blog and removing all other posts. since I don't want to remove those posts, I'm gonna shift them here

I DON'T KNOW

Just now I was watching "Ted Talks" and I realized that I wasn't actually WATCHING it or LISTENING to it. Infact what I was doing was looking at the screen and hearing what the man was saying. During the video I managed to grab an idea of what the man was talking about, but as soon as it ended, which is just now, I can't remember anything he said.

I had been trying to figure out why/how my memory had gone so bad and I guess this is the answer. I don't LISTEN, I only hear what's happening in my surroundings.I don't pay attention. Figuring this much out solves one part of the problem. The second part is, WHY DON'T I PAY ATTENTION? I don't know.

Honestly, I'm starting to freak myself out. I don't know who I am anymore. The things which once appealed to me, don't appeal to me anymore. My priorities are all messed up. There are a few things remaining which I am sure I want in life, but the problem is I'm not really doing anything to achieve them. and the answer to everything is I DON'T KNOW =/

-7th August 2012-